(((((Sanada)))))

Oh thats wonderful Sanada, you do deserve to break free and enjoy yourself.

Vengence is not really productive, chasing after those that fall short if they have a psychological issue that assists in their behavior isn't productive.

It is difficult sometimes to recover after someone has hurt us. The most important thing to do is continue to work on yourself and build your personal life.

I have been truely challenged with my emotional response regarding my neighbor's neglect that cost me more than I could have ever imagined. I am doing my best through a legal system to hold them accountable, because they truely should pay for the damages resulting from failing to contain their dog, especially after I had many conversations with them from the day they moved in and let their dogs run free.
I do think about wanting them to experience the same hardship they bestowed upon me. But I have to leave most of that up to God. As much as I am deeply distrubed by how they were so disrespectful, all I really want is to be free of the expense of their actions that continue to hold me hostage. And I don't want to continue being angry, which is very hard because it just keeps costing me.

If you can break free Sanada and find ways to continue your life moving forward, that is the best thing you can do for yourself. You have some good plans, keep moving forward, your such a good person and truely deserve to flourish.

Open Eyes