I think Granite's suggestion to say that you don't want to quit, but rather to be heard is a great one. That is what you really want, that is what is truly standing up for yourself or "bucking the system".

Instead, quitting just seems like running away here. You want something from your T, but instead of sticking around and asking for it, you're giving up.

I wouldn't-- it sounds like you have much to learn. I wonder why you think your T "wants" you to leave your W-- usually T's are not in the business of wanting anything specific for you, except for you to be healthier. So that is probably projection on your part, and that would be a great topic for T.

Anne