mayist, i know holding a job is a difficult thing to do. i held a job for a year and that was a miracle in and of itself. i'm a stay at home mom and i believe that is the sole reason i'm somewhat stable right now. i don't have to deal with people aside from my husband and son. is there something you can do in therapy or perhaps apply for social security or something? i'm a bit young and don't really know anything about that but i know others who have applied for it and got it. keep us updated