I'm so sorry you're going through this! I have been through something similar, and found that the only way I could heal and get my life back to normal was to cut off all communication with my cheating ex. This included blocking numerous email addresses, blocking facebook accounts, and eventually changing my phone number. It isn't fair that you should have to make all these sacrifices when he's the one who messed up, but making them could save you a whole lot of greif! (Believe me!). I wish you all the best during this hard time! *hugs*