I was sexually abused for three years as a little boy, starting when I was seven. I didn't even remember that it had happened until I hit puberty, and I started feeling urges toward my fellow boys as well as girls. As I got older my taste for women grew older, but my taste for boys did not. I knew that something was wrong when my desire for boys overtook my desire for grown women. So, I guess I'm a pedophile. I don't want to be a pedophile. Help, anyone? Anyone else experiencing something similar?