It's been a month already since she left me after 10 years and I still feel like everyday is a struggle and I have my moments where I feel "ok" or "numb"... I'm completely cut off from her and there is no one for me to talk to and it's killing me inside.

Right now I feel so alone and the despair and depression that is on me is just so much right now... I wish I didn't feel this way and I don't know what to do to get better. I just have to take this and hopefully become stronger because of it.

It hurts so much...