I definitely know that it has to do with being afraid to face my childhood without T's help...even though he has been there for me-and comforted me. I think my fear is not that T isn't who he says he is-I believe him and trust him-but my abandonment issue gets in the way-that while he is here now he might hand me off to someone else...I thought that fear was behind me...hmm : / I think I'm going to tell T my dream on Tuesday...
Thank you for your response likewater