By the time I'm done with this message, I will have forgotten the first line. I'm a recruiter and I can never remember the first part of an interview. It has gotten worse over the years. I've been on Lamictal and Welbutrin since day 1, around 10 years ago. I think the memory loss is gradual. You have to find ways to remember things like I use my iPhone to record thoughts I know I will forget later. I also keep a notebook in my purse so I can write little notes. Good Luck. I hope you can find something that helps.