You summed it up perfectly, Lauru. Seroquel caused my weight gain. I was always thin and toned; I won't go near a scale now. I can't work out or even take a decent walk because of the injuries I sustained while suicidal. And then there was my long wavy hair and beautiful fingernails......all lost to the ravages of my illness. I've lost me.....the outer trappings that made me, me. I still recognize parts of me inside, but that's small consolation for someone who spent her life taking care of her outer self.