I have 3 actual friends, whom I see maybe once every 2 to 3 months. I'm currently jobless, so, that doesn't help any. The only person I see sometimes for days is my fiance. Unless I go shopping or to the library but of course, that doesn't count.

1)How long have you been this way?
My whole life. I had a lot of "acquaintances". I wasn't allowed to have anybody over unless my mom knew what religion they belonged to and the number of hairs on their head.

2)Do you enjoy it?
Yes and no. I've always enjoyed the alone time but I feel like I'm stuck and can't vent to anyone. One person can only help so much.

3)Is it by choice or is it just difficult to make friends?
It's neither. It just happened. Too much noise always overwhelmed me anyways. That's why I don't like family get togethers. I'm actually fantastic with people and can talk to anyone about anything. I just don't because...I really don't know why.

4)When was the last time you had a "best friend?"
Well, my 3 friends I consider my best friends because they know me exactly as I am and are ok with it. They're lifers. But there's a difference between friends you just hang out with and friends you can call across the country and tell your innermost secrets too.

5) Do people know you're a loner? (i.e. trying to hide when people see you so they don't think you're a loner V.S being open and honest about being alone)
What do you mean hide? Do you mean hide it from them or hide from them? People know I'm a loner and always have. I just leave and do something else sometimes.

6) how do you spend your free time?
Reading (not so much anymore), sewing, online, trying to write, cooking and cleaning....