Welcome to PC Joyous. I had a very hard time with my husband and wanting, much less needing him to understand what was happening to me. When you do get to see a pdoc, perhaps you could ask your husband to go with you? I did that, and just hearing of the "clinical" things happening to me, he backed up a bit.

As for the meds, I am med free by choice but I do agree with the others - please take care.