I think I clicked onto the wrong area I have no idea. I have been working myself up to going into the hospital. I missed my therapy appt last week and lied to my shrink. never done that before.My borderline issues have been rough lately. When I found this site on the computer I felt so much better! I usually get really sick to when something like this happens. I was prescribed a med and things get less painful. She knows eactly what to do to me. I spent time being very paranoid depressed. I convinced myself my husband was going to leave me cause my daughter says so. I do get really freaked out emotions that are dangerous how my head starts to work. its like I become very crazy.