i just wanted to say so I can get it out that she hopes I will just be gone and tells me exactly how. She thinks she is so smart! I am having an important birthday this week,, and I wont be seeing my mom for sure now along with my grandson. She screwed me over really well. I know I have to somehow keep it together so I dont slide into the hospital. I can see my 16yr old sleeping. I dont want to go in cuz I want to be a better mom for her. Its hard to keep from sliding into be crazy and reacting to people that want to see you slide.