I'm not sure which board to post this on because I can't figure out what is making me feel the way I do for the past several days. On the inside I feel agitated, restless, and angry. I can't make myself settle enough to finish the Christmas decorations with my children, and I put on a good face, but I really don't want to think about the holidays at work or at home. This is tough because I am a teacher, so holiday traditions are important at work, too. Also, I find that the weepiness seems to be creeping back in as well as some random negative thoughts I believed to be supressed for now.
I'm concerned that my recent med change could be the culprit (wellbutrin added to cymbalta), but I really wanted it to work, because the idea of going to the pdoc for myself is one I can't handle now. I spend so much time there lately with one of my sons. I had been doing great for a few weeks, and I am afraid that I might really be sinking back down-it's only been six weeks this time!
Maybe it's just my schedule-work all week, my t on Tuesday during the day, family t Tuesday evening, root canal Wed. evening, to court Thurs. to argue a ticket, Son 3 to testing on Friday (husband will do this, but I will worry!)

I just want normal for a little while!

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