I think I'm hesitant to mention the voices or the thoughts to my doctor because she told me Friday that if she doesn't see improvement by my next appointment we're going to have to discuss the option of hospitalization. Going back into the hospital isn't an option for me financially or otherwise. I have a three month old baby, a four year old and a seven year old. My husband will have very little help. I'm afraid if I tell her about this stuff she's going to want to put me back in the hospital. I trust her 100% but the fear of being locked up again keeps me from saying anything. Is that irrational?