I have been being treated for the past 7 years and have found that the instability in me is that fear drives. In me it's that fear is to make things happen. If you fear you are forced to worry then take action. I simply wish to be free. I don't know anymore.
Between insomnia and the root of the problem which is as I discovered fear, care and the hidden that love is supposed to guide and that plus that ignorance is a source of making mistakes and forces one not to understand what they may be. See - A happenning is driven by fear because fear makes them care and love is to guide the way things happen also driven by fear.
Think that if someone inspires a fear such as the christian in the public square with their preaching of doom causes a fear in a foreigner to there religion they attempt to drive them to the place of there cause. The salvation they wish to maintain in each other and general ignorance behind the source of the problem that no angel (embodied concept) has realized yet.
I know now why people hate what they fear is because they are scared and the loves they feel guide them to make the happenings or the actions which they choose to take. What I need is to fix the instability caused by the emotion of fear which makes us care if we cannot change the problem (shame) to feel suffering. Thuslie so emotions within conception are the cause of problems universally.
The need to act, to be safe, the drive - is the instability in the socialite and derelect and the isolationist. The ones that care most feel powerless and isolate. Think to empower by confronting there fear and allieviating there care. The thing is that I'm in this powerless state and I feel locked in place in all directions in this universal matrix - what do I do to fight. If fear truly against us all or is he driven by wrath to make things happen by loving happenning?