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Shortly? Will try....
I think I explained it before and others made valid points... it is not "yay!" type of enjoyment. Often I am able to appreciate it in retrospect... There are phases which I am able to channel.... others i am not, they are worse and in that moment I do sometimes wish to be *gasp* normal. But I learned it passes... and maybe it makes me a stronger person.
I don't think saddness is "terrible" thing. It is emotion like any other one and sometimes it is highly appropriate.
And in the end this is who I am. I try not to hate myself.... So I am quite comfortable in my own skin... because I know that I will have to live with myself for the rest of my life. So I guess seeing the light is... the best way for me. Keeps me alive. And I think that is a good thing, isn't it?
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