Well he got here early as I had just taken a laydown, even with Seroquel last night I wasn't able to sleep. We had a really good chat and I started off with a sweatshirt on but it did come off.

He is dealing with his own stuff with meds and a Pdoc so he can relate to some of what I am feeling.

He said he will come again soon. I have been living away from Montreal for 11 years now, both my brothers have only come to see me once in all that time. I am the one who goes to see them and my mom, but now that leaving the house has become so hard it was nice that my brother came.

He came with food for the freezer and a friend of his made chicken and soup for us. And 2 dozen Montreal bagels, BONUS!
The two large boxes of cat litter will be really helpful and the cash he handed me.

Of course he mentioned ordering Pizza because I eat once a day and hadn't today and well I never pass up pizza. Bribary I tell you!

Leed funny you used the term dearheart. My wife uses that term for me. No I am not in therapy, I am trying to get that but it seems impossible unless you can pay for it or admit yourself to the hospital.

ECHOS bake cookies? Not on my best day. Gave him instant coffee though....

He was here about 4 hours and it was nice and I do know that he is there for me. It is hard to rely on others sometimes whether it be because of guilt or feeling weak.

Thanks for the replies it does mean so much.