I love my friend to pieces, but lately she's been using me as an example all the time to make herself look better. Like she was arguing with a friend and she used me, by saying that at least she hasn't put everyone through as much as I have and stuff. Then she always looks down on me and makes me feel crappy. Everyone around me is through with her because she's a horrible person, but she saved my life literally last year when I tried to commit sui, so now it's as if I owe her and can't turn my back on her like everyone else. It's not that she's that awful, it's just she's very... opinionated and needs constant attention and admiration. I just know she never turned her back on me through everthing, but then at the same time shes making me feel awful and i dont no if its best for my own sanity and mental health to stay clear of her. I dont no. Im just confused.