salukigirl,
That's whats confusing me! I've always thought of him as a brother, now it just isn't the same. It's like somethings changed between us, and I don't know what to do.
I care about him. I love him, but I'm not in love with him. That's kinda why I think of him as a brother and not someone I would date.
I'm not sure how he feels. We've never really talked about it. I don't think he actually likes me. He doesn't act like it, anyway.
I don't think I'm being honest with myself, thats why I was hoping to get help from you guys.
My feelings are confusing me. I want to have sex with him, I want to be in a relationship with him. But, we've always been like brother and sister. I don't know what changed, but it makes things really complicated between us.
I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense.
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