Sometimes this happens to me, well a lot. I can't trust people because I think that they are just being nice to me because they want something. I don't have friends. Never have, and more then likely never will. Only time I talk to anyone is online. Sometimes I think people are talking about me negatively. Cause why would anyone say anything nice about me in the first place. I get extremely paraniod and think that total strangers on the street are talking about me. I hear someone laugh and I think that they looked over in my direction and found how funny and stupid I am.

Sometimes, well a lot lately I don't respond to people's post even though I want to. Just very paraniod of what someone might say. I get very paranoid making any post. Think people are laughing at me and that they might track me down. It's my extreme paranola. Last night I ended up in the bathroom with no lights on in the pitch dark, rocking in the floor. Terrified people were after people. At one point in my life I did not leave my house. I couldn't leave the bedroom somedays. So paranoid that people were after me.

How can I trust anyone if I'm paranoid of them and their motives???