natani girl

Sorry that you're feeling so low. I've been real low a few times, myself. I can relate to feeling that you need more of something, because what you're getting right now just isn't enough to fill that void inside of yourself.

Have you tried contacting 1-800-SUICIDE to talk?
Are you seeing a therapist or taking any medications?

Those are options available to everyone. Although we may feel as though no one understands or cares about us, many people spend their lives waiting to help everyone who just needs a sympathetic ear. Or feedback. Or medication/s, sympathetic ear, and some feedback.

Gentle hugs sent your way.