No back up T. I have no money. My T gives me an extremely reduced sliding fee (EXTREMELY) and I could barely afford her. So no money for another T. and i wouldnt' want to anyway. I'm sure a bunch of you all understand about it being hard to open up to anyone in the 1st place--and definitely not another new person.

I miss her terribly. So worried. I just need her to call. So I know she is alive.
Her son never updates his facebook page so he doesn't have anything on there about his mom.
In the past few months I (and the inside kids/alters) have been regressing a lot. It makes me sad.