((((Reuben)))))

At night as we sleep our brain tries to put our experiences together and files them.
When we are toubled often these troubles are something our brain tries to solve while we sleep. Our brain is very busy while we sleep grabbing experiences and memories and all the ways we problem solve to see how it can work out our issues so it is ready for new thoughts and information to come in and process. And if we are very troubled the brain pulls out other troubled thoughts and visions from our past and often trys to put them together like a puzzle and thinks about how these visions work, what to do with them.

You have a lot of confused feelings right now, your brain is only trying to help you out. The more you find resolve and discuss the things you truely cannot resolve on your own, the better your brian will do at finally finding resolve. That is why therapy can help you so much because you can pass your worries on and truely be comforted and assured and helped to find inner peace, mind, body and soul. Perhaps that is what that dream about the church was, you were questioning your inner peace and your soul and because your not sure about that you dreamed about something that also left questions and fears. And the policemans answer was your desire to find help but he somehow failed you. You need to allow yourself to get help Reuben, you deserve to be fair to yourself. What happened was not your fault, your holding onto a guilt that doesn't belong to you.

If you can get up the courage to speak to a good therapist, that therapist will help you and you will begin to rest easier.

((((((( many gently hugs to you))))))

We are always here to listen Reuben, we all know about having disturbing dreams and feeling alone and frightened, but we also know that getting help is where we finally found REAL comfort.

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