My meds are going great for me- I wish I had never gone off of them, stupid me! I think while I had been anxious and a bit depressed a bit when I was younger (growing up) after drinking and doing drugs for a handfull of years starting in college, my nourotransmitters got all fudged up and now I'm like ten times worse and so I definitely need medication. This realization is sorta sad, because I don't like the idea of being on meds for possibly the rest of my life; but if it's what makes me feel normal and not have constant panic attack like symptoms and depression so severe I'm sucidal, I think it's something I can definitely live with.