"Horror movie hallucinations" is a good name! Actually that would be a good band name....

I don't have random sexual thoughts. But I have very violent ones that pop up and I know they are bad. They come when I'm in a really bad state. I never act on them and I know they are bad, and they are not against my family ever, just random people.

But they scare me and make me feel terrible. I'm not a violent person.