Thanks for the reality check Rohag and Fharraige! The schedule is overloaded, I know. I'll be talking to the t this week for advice before I go to the family doc next week-I will go with what they say, even if I don't like it. I think part of my anger is that ten years into treatment I know now that I will be medicated for the rest of my life and probably in therapy for much of it as well. The idea that it will never go away is quite daunting, but I'm working on it.
Meanwhile, the decorations are all out! The Christmas buzz has started with the family.

(((Hugs!)))
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