the question of the day is do I talk with a friend about the paper I have to write that is triggering me towards sui/si. I want to, just to have some support and comfort, but I'm scared to say what really is happening. Do I talk to my friend?

The paper is due on Wednesday, and I see him tomorrow... I may just have to talk to him, to get through the paper. I'll be on here in the next few days, to try and not be so triggered when writing this paper. (and trying to get everything else done.)

Wish me good luck. I"ll need it.