Well I'm just starting an anti convulsant again. I've never stayed on them long enough to know. When I think back to the last time I had a rage of sorts, it was in the summer while I was extremely manic and having psychosis. The psychosis was not the factor tho. By the time my bf calmed me down enough to actually talk to me I didn't know what was going on. I felt really weird, like I could not understand what was going on, but could. Like I had time lapsed but didn't.

I remember explaining it to him feeling like thinking about what had happened felt like trying to put a puzzle together, but evetytime you try to put another peice in, the other peices go flying.

I can recall shoving a guy a party through the drywall and some similar incidences when I was younger. I'll see how the anticonvulsant I am on now affects my outbursts. I havent had any physical outburst since I was younger.