So I here I am at 3 am, cleaning everything in site....took my seroquel over an hour ago and usually knocked out instantly....not sleeping always triggers it/is a sign I'm going into mania. I really hope I'm not spinning out of control again, but I've been so depressed for the last four months it would almost be a welcome change to have some energy and happiness. But I know thats the bp talking...go to the doctor tomorrow anyway so hopefully we can get on track. *sigh* Here's to hoping......