I do love the euphoria; shame it doesn't last all that long for me, so I tend to grab on and hold tight when it does come around. Which means binge drinking and staying up all night and lots of socializing, etc. I feel like in some ways I'm always trying to get back to that euphoric feeling, which is why alcohol and drugs have been an issue for my treatment - I wouldn't say that I'm dependent or anything like that, but giving up substances is hard because it means I'm stuck in the middle (where I said I wanted to be) and truthfully, I'd rather be hypomanic, any day.