Lone Wolf, it's all in how we perceive things, and then what we do with it. I do best when I can only be around people when I feel like it. So I have had to change the way I look at things. That's why I get good grades in college. I dive into my books. At work it's a little harder. If I stay in the moment, do my job well, and go home without taking work with me (leave it in the office) I do well. When I go to work, I have to leave home at home. The best person to take care of you, is you. The world doesn't owe us a living. We make our own happiness. We get help from others in different ideas, and empathy from those who have gone through stuff too. You can take those ideas and make them your own, or leave them. None of this means that we won't have very hard times. But they can be short lived. You, and everybody else are not a waste of space. We all have something to contribute and share. I hope you can find your peace.