Sliding down. Things were going okay, looking up, but then last night I lost a big filling in one of my molars. So emergency trip to the dentist this morning. And no money.

So now hubby blames me for "spending all our money" and is mad at me. It's because I had to buy pants and shirts for my new job, I only bought two pair of pants and two shirts, I don't think that's unreasonable. But we also had to buy a second carseat, we promised to supply the babysitter with one, since she's going to watch the kid/s all day. That way she's not stuck in the house all day. That's it, that's all I bought. And now the dentist this morning.

I had to cancel my t appt this morning, because of the dentist.

I'm feeling really low today. I'm meeting with my new supervisor tonight for my first client service.

I feel like everything that's been going on lately is finally catching up with me. I think under normal circumstances this would be the time I'd check myself in. But of course that's not an option now.

Maybe starting to work will make me feel better. Dunno.