Sparked by Becca's thread on her interesting discoveries in her family. I'm wondering if anyone else cannot trace their MI back in their families.

I've tracked all my living relatives, extended family, and as far back as they remember

I am the only bipolar. dx'd or (un-dx'd)

I'm the only alcoholic. of my living family. No one is admitting anything yet.

I'm the only synesthete. although i can't trace past the alive members of my family on this one.

I just feel so alone, so different, so isolated. They don't understand, don't want to understand and don't want anyone to know. It might "look bad" and that's ok - but sometimes i question my dx. as if i'm fine hahaha. If it weren't for the synesthesia i don't think i'd be able to accept all of this.
Totally miswired.