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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
I don't think he's abusive. I think he just says what he thinks, like he doesn't call me other names and is not disparaging or anything. He's not one to mince words. He's not mean to me at all. But I get lonely. It just feels worse now that he's always with those people. He's the same with others, even friends.
It is just hard to realize this.... and I wish it wasn't today that I realize it. 
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I'm so sorry that you are going through this. It just sounds to me like he is taking you for granted... I really hope things get better for you. It is very obvious you are in love with him, but it bothers me when you say how he likes to spend time with his friends and be-little you when he does spend time with you... I personally would not be able to tolerate that and I don't think you deserve to be treated that way yourself. I hope he will soon realize that he is taking you for granted and turns everything around and returns the same love you are giving him.
I can really see how you are feeling alone with your current situation and I wish you the best. Take care