Sooooooooooo saw my Pdoc today .. blahblahblahblahblah ,, hes a good guy just trying help me find some peace and help me chase away the hallucinations etc ..

So I have indeed started on Fanapt ...Its for Schizophrenia ,,but we all know these meds are all crossover stuff anyway.. its a weight neutral medication ( HOORAY ) lets see how it works in real life . ( fingers crossed)

I told him Im really fed up with the whole medications nonsense ,, He understands my frustration..

The one good positive is I have lost 3 lbs since last week ..I was off risperdal for 5 days ,, so 3 lbs loss almost made me happy

Now im just sitting here after takling my first dose of Fanapt hoping and praying I dont get some kinda funky weird side effect like i got from Risperdal

We have 3 days of rain here so my fibro is in full on hell mode .. Meds arent helping so I need to just suck it up and stop my whining ..

Thanks everyone