I don't know what she talked about, I'm sorry to say. I really don't. We started doing a chain analysis (her idea) but I couldn't think of anything to do one on and I told her it's hard for me to go back and do one on something that happened in the past b/c I forget so quickly what my thoughts and feelings were, which is what the chain analysis is all about.

I don't know what's up with the puppy, it's never been there before when I've been there. She didn't apologize for the noise or for getting up or anything. I asked her "is that a...puppy?" and she just looked at me like DUH.

things are ok with the new T. It's hard b/c it's doesn't feel like MY T yet and it just mostly makes me really sad to be there, but I have hope that it'll get easier.