Sorry you're having such a hard time. I am having my meds adjusted radically right now because I've gone manic and my ability to learn or remember anything new is shot right now. I can't remember or retain information at all. This has happened to me before and I still hate it. I keep hanging on to the fact that I have always gotten to the other side before no longer how long it took. I hope you can do something nice for yourself and pay attention to the most important person, You.

I'm new to the forum. I've been dealing with Bi Polar since 1991 when I was diagnosed. I hope this helped.