I go where people are, but i need a darn good reason. Usually it's the grocery store. Also there are people where i work. So i see people there. I don't mind total strangers, its acquaintances i'm more uncomfortable around. I have two friends, a boyfriend and a sponsor but those friends live hours away. But yes, i suffer from derealization/depersonalization a lot. Sometimes its just in a strange bathroom but i start to disconnect from myself and when i feel that happening i start to pass out. I didn't used to pass out but in therapy i've been working on grounding when i start to check out so now my brain tries to make me pass out if i wont dissociate.