so I haven't been on risperdal for about 4 days and I am feeling like I am on top of the world. All I have been doing is fantasizing, fantasizing, and, fantasizing. I am doing my best to keep my impulsiveness out of control. I know this is going to sound really bad but all I have been thinking about is drinking, doing drugs and cheating on my husband with whoever!!! This is kind of scary but it is fun at the same time!!! help! do I really need to go onto an antipsychotic?? I kind of want to wait it out because I feel so darn goooood! what to do what to do.....anyone out there know what I am talking about?