I would.... but he wont text me back, and it's kind of driving me nuts. I wanted to talk all day with him about what's going on, and I didn't see him. When I want to talk, I don't have the right person around... grrrrrrrrr. I'm writing a paper on something to do instead of SUI, with the crisis plans. The plans that are out include Psychotherapy, Medication, and going to a hospital. Nothing that really would help them at that exact minute. Exercise is the answer for a quick help to improve mood. But the professionals don't have that in their protocols. We have something that would help, but it is underutilized.

I"ve been triggered, I want to talk, but the one person to talk to wont answer me back. If during the process of writing this tomorrow, I just hope I can call him and he will pick up. If not, then I"ll be on here, with in seconds. I want to talk to some one in real life. I just hope it happens.

Tomorrow is all about the paper, and I'll keep PC close, and distractions if needed, but I have to get this paper done, I just hope I can keep from si'ing when I get back home. I will be out of the house to do this paper, and if needed, I've got a few people that I can at least be around, even if they have no idea what is going on.

and now the internet gives us fits... grrrr.