I'm a teenager now, but looking back I guess I could see signs of it. The past couple of years I've been horrible mental wise. I can't seem to remember simple instructions or directions, which gets me yelled at.

I've always been a day dreamer and my main form of day dreaming is pacing. I just plug in my iPod and dream away. I often feel very stressed when I don't get to pace sometimes.

School work is very tough for me and I try to break it up by doing a little of each at different times, rather than all at once, but then it all goes to hell and i don't get anything done. I can't focus very much in class and have a really big procrastination problem.

I tried to tell my Dad, but he says i'm just being lazy and trying to find an excuse.

I don't know how to talk to anyone else about it. Whenever I have to talk about emotional things, or just things i don't want to talk about, I start to cry. For no reason at all and i can't stop it. I'm even crying right now and i don't know why.

Is there anyway for me to get tested without my dad knowing? Or a way to convince him? I don't want to get him into trouble.

Sorry for any spelling mistakes or choppy-ness.