Ok, now I just figured out that I am going to be losing part of my medical insurance as of January 1st. I'm not going to be able to go to therapy when I need to and the meds I am on I am not going to be able to take.

What the hell am I going to do now???

I want to cut so bad right now, having some really bad suicidal thoughts... wish it wasn't too late to call my t!