I had been doind ok until the last couple of weeks. My life has become so hopeless, so frustraiting and draining. I'm tried of constantly trying to feel better when it never works.
I am losing insurance as of the end of the year. This will mean no more therapy, dbt groups, or med. I can't handle it.
Wanting really badly to SI, and having some scary suicidal thoughts too, not going to act on them, but afraid they will wear me down...