Everybody says that i need to find people to get close to. I just cant do that any more. the last time i got close to someone it destroyed me. it was a girl at school who i talked to a lot and i got really close to and began to like, but the feelings only went 1 way. she's now dating her childhood crush and that crushed me (this just happened over the weekend and is part of the reason i feel like **** today). this isnt the first time that this has happened to me, its happened 3 or 4 times before this.