u're right, john, gambling addiction is as destructive as any other addiction. there are 12 step program meetings called gambler's anonymous, GA. i know others like you if there's no GA in their area go to open AA mtgs to learn how to overcome your addiction. but you can't dwell on your gambling there per se cause AA is for alcoholics. however your listening at those mtgs will definitely help you, imo. here's the site for GA. it lists mtgs. and has helpful info. hope you'll keep posting. we're here for you. 
http://www.gamblersanonymous.org/ga/index.php
upper right corner click on mtgs near you.
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