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Old Dec 06, 2011, 09:24 AM
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Originally Posted by VenusHalley View Post
I know for myself I get much more dangerous when feeling nothing when feeling something. Doing stupid **** to feel something. Or feeling that it does not matter I die, because I am not alive anyways. So this is a sensitive issue to me, I guess. I know many experienced the simmilar thing.


and I doubt that emotional numbness is desired result of psychdrugs. no reasonable doctor should aim this on long term.
When my boyfriend committed suicide, I was in despair. I mean. Totally in despair. Complete and utter sorrow. The emotional numbness caused by my meds gave me a few days of relaxation. Of sleep. That was what I needed at the time.

I can understand where you're coming from. But sometimes that state of being "numb" CAN help a little. Temporarily anyway.

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