I can somewhat relate.. my soon to be ex boyfriend never has time for me either.. He's actually leaving tonight for Texas (we live in PA) and will be gone until next Monday.. so he will not be here for my Birthday or the weekend.. I'm constanly asking him if he's cheating or has.. he trys to reassure me but it doesn't work. I don't trust either... Although he's actually my biggest Trigger when it comes to my mental illnesses! I'm so sorry you have to feel this way!! I know it hurts!