me thinks I am always surprised at these threads like this that just don't stop. Hey, ya know I am looking for some magic words to help me feel better having to be broke and ...... at this stage of my life. But hey, there are worse things so lets just do what we can for eachother. I know I need a boost about now, no I am not worthless, I have value, I can make choices about the way I want my life to proceed.