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Old Dec 06, 2011, 01:31 PM
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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions View Post
I told T that my neck is angry....My neck is angry at me for not doing a better job of protecting myself....with my friend, with my ex...and then it took me back to one of my earliest CSAs...
Wow!

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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions View Post
At the end of the session, I felt so wiped out....and felt so much self-hate and self-blame.....T said that I am putting an awful lot on a 5 year old....And I could feel myself filling up with such HATE towards that 5 year old....

Is this part of the process?
Definitely. You're doing great!
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Add that to your tattoo, Baby!
Thanks for this!
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